Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in Steven's LiveJournal:

Monday, November 8th, 2004
5:22 pm	I've been dumped again yes my life sucks but me and my previous ex are getting back together so thats cool but it still sucks that i've been dumped again despite the fact that i saw this coming a week in advancebut thats life so i'll live... for now. Current Mood: blah Current Music: black hole sun (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 19th, 2004
11:55 am	My girlfriend broke up with me last friday and at the same time one of my good friends asked me out. Me and my ex are still friends but my other friends doubt she dumped me for the reason she gave. It doesn't really matter anymore, were not dating and thats that. I said I would wait for her but she told me to go out with my friend so I'm getting a little worried that she doesn'twant to go out with me in the future like she said. but like I said it doesn't matter espesially if me and my current girlfriend work out together. It's not that I'm looking for sex or anything like that I just want someone to trust and to be with when I'm upset or when I feel alone. But then again I'm begining to think I'm supposed to be alone espesially after every thing that happensto me. Current Mood: pensive (Comment on this)
Friday, January 9th, 2004
12:24 pm	Life is crappy as always especially when there is no one to talk to whom you can trust, so you keep everything bottled up and just kind of let it decay in you. All you do is wait and live. Live a life you were not meant to live. I hate writing and yet I need to just to keep from killing myself... or others. Which is why I write to keep from killing because it is not me yet it is an inescapable part of me. So I wait and hope. Current Mood: lonely (Comment on this)